—"mu" fifty-third part—
Some new Atlantis known as Lower
Ninth we took leave of next, half the
turtle’s back away. Whole bodies
we saw floating, not only heads…
Endless letting go, endless looking else-
where, endless turning out to be
otherwise… Woods all around where
we came to next. We’d been
eating wind, we’d been drinking wind,
rumoring someone looked at God eye
to eye… In what seemed a dream but
we saw wasn’t we saw dirt sliding.
We were back and all the buildings
were gone. What were cliffs to us we
wondered, blown dust of Bandiagara, what
the eroding precipice we saw… Ground
acorns ground our teeth now. All but
all gums, we were where the Alone
lived, came to a clearing lit by light so
bright we staggered, Nub it was we knew
we were still in… The mountain of
the night a mound of nothing, Toulali’s burr
what balm there was. Toulali’s burr what
balm, remote though it was, lifetimes
behind us now… Voice laryngitic, lost
and lost again, blown grit rubbed itaway…
Someone had said something came to
mind. Someone had sung something, what
its words were no one could say. Sang it
bittersweet, more brusque than bitter, song’s
cloth endowment stripped… Choric strain,
repeatedly slipped entablature. Given… Given
endlessly again… No telling when but
intent on telling, no telling what. Wished we
were home
again
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Refugees was a word we’d heard,
raw talk of soul insistent, adamant,
the nonsong we sang or the song
we nonsang, a word we’d heard we heard
was us… Wept in our sleep, again
one with what would never again be
there, raw talk rummaged our book,the
backs of our hands written on with
cornmeal, the awaited ones reluctant again…
The city of sad children’s outskirts we
were in, woods notwithstanding, woods
nonetheless, bright light the light we saw
as we were jolted, raw talk spiraling away…
We were there and somewhere else no
matter where we were, everywhere more
than where we were… Where the Alone
lived we donned abalone-shell ornaments,
light’s clarity conceded, night yet to relent, Toulali
smoldered on, semisang, semispoke, wrestled
with his tongue it seemed… We trudged in place,
barely lifted our feet, backbeat hallowing
every step we took, moved us albeit we stayed
put. We were where we were, somewhere
else no matter where, evacuees a word we’d heard…
Stutter step, stuck shuffle, dancelike, Toulali’s
croon enticed us, toyed with us, ground gone under
where we
stood