A new name remembering
thirteen dead was on the box.
One of seven sets of twins to
survive. Twins Seven Seven, ”Iré”…
It was day after day of the
dead again. We lifted shot
glasses filled with salmon fat.
”No life long enough,” we winced.
We’d been eating tacos and
falafels filled with confetti,
shredded newspapers. Head-
lines blackened our teeth… It was
day after day of the dead again.
Repetition was what we had
and we worked it, Quag’s toll
rose each day. There was the
it, then there was the it of it, less
itself than a hum even we could see,
Quag Nub’s Pyrrhic limb… Some-
one’s face was in a window squinting,
scrunched up, looked out intimating
what soul was. A bubble in my groin made
me grimace, I looked up, long since in-
sistent we were it, it was us, Osiris’s
chthonic run… Day after day of the
dead again. Day after day went by
without emolument. Nub’s low growl
and regret… It wasn’t run what we
did, hesitation was what we had, no
step not taken back. Trepidation was what
we had. No way could we breathe deep
enough, brace against what would
come… If we ran it ran with us. No way
could we be alive enough. Bumped
earth escaped us, lost in low scrub, the it
of it given up, let go… There would be
bits of it ever after, its it scattered. This
would be known as time. So we read in
what would be our book should there be a book,
address not arrived as yet, book in abeyance,
book meant beginning to be gone… It
wasn’t my face we saw in the window albeit tunes
from my youth were in the book. “Little
Sunflower,” “Equinox,” “Doxy,” on and
on, played by a beginners band. It was a sad
glad children’s orchestra, an all-souls band we
were told… Mock-awkward Monk it might’ve been,
unintended, so tenuous it made us weep… We
sipped salmon fat, beginners against our will.
Vicarious consort, vicarious kin… Washed
ashore no one could say where, mystic habitat,
Quag’s necropolitan outskirts, Quaph… Day
after day went by, mock promise. Erstwhile
body, yet-to-be book, box yet to be within
earshot… More ghost of what it was than
an echo, long since not even a shell. So we said
or said we saw, were told we saw… Whatsaid
savvy, apocryphal witness. Long since no longer
its it, more say than saw… Said we saw an
edge in front of us… The way the ground fell away spoke
loudly. A pregnant star, dilated light… It was
the end of something risen, lifted up only to subside, ythm’s
hushed insistence it seemed… So it was in what was
always aftermath, day after day of the dead
again, again no longer the it of it it was… Book
said to be wet with lipsmear, seal against what was
to come. Love’s chronic lovers Nubstruck… Quag’s
quaint romance blown up… An ailing voice
would come out of it, box as much as book,
sing its heart out we’d say, begin with
humming, not the hum from before, Nub’s
alibi, summon something said out of hearing, mum
amen
- Books & the Arts
- November 21, 2007
Song of the Andoumboulou: 77
Song of the Andoumboulou: 77
A new name remembering
thirteen dead was on the box.
One of seven sets of twins to