Each morning I sit in silence, time slides, changes in my heart, a moss covered cavern where its fire wakes me to a camaraderie of light, my wife waking
upstairs to walk to her window to pray, to gaze outward at the pasture where Wappinger people eyed white men making laws to own people and the land.
Art rules this old house, its rough rafters set in earth as the colony became a state, and Poughkeepsie forgot its own wonder, a gathering of reeds on banks of a river
Hudson believed would take him to China, his breath unnoticed these days by the hummingbirds that visit our door, sounds of their wings like my fingers tapping
my mother’s empty Tupperware bowl, with cake batter a thin film she let me lick only when I was good, the taste something I let leave as I sit, waiting to be aware, woke
as some say. I imagine the sun, its fire, its electricity, waiting for us when we have lived all we can live, hoped all we can hope, some of us snatched away by the virus,
corona wrath of a world disturbed. Surprised as we are by nature’s decisions, we refuse to surrender, to let go of what kills us when we try to control all
of what we cannot see. Our house is now inside me. It is me, I am it, my bowels and spine its forgotten birth, my thinning skeleton now its heavy rafters,
my emptiness its emptiness, my fullness its fullness, or ideas of the breath, our two minds held still by the fastening of it all, hook and joint, sinew and bone.
Afaa M. Weaver