Rocks are notched with sea limpets, and the pockets
limpets leave once they’ve sealed into the rock and know
themselves most inside it, shell swelling,
softening the stone. You can sketch
their home-scar with your thumb, the X
the body can’t stop returning to, little mollusk
driven by the seas then sealing again to the same
known. My glorious wife and I joke about home, grooves
in the rock we land in again and again. I am from the soothing
of PF Chang’s, the shoe stores in the mall, the lit waves
of others exchanging money for calm. Before that, my people
are from fear: my great- grandfather left,
hidden in a wagon of straw. He crossed the ocean early, just before
he couldn’t. I am from fear. I steer
clear of harm if I can, wear an extra sweater and don’t let
my ankles buckle. Oh beloved, I will try to be bold. The body longs
backward and forward, backward and forward.
Nomi Stoneis an award-winning poet and anthropologist. Author of two full-length poetry collections, Stranger’s Notebook (TriQuarterly 2008) and Kill Class (Tupelo 2019), a finalist for the Julie Suk Award, based on two years of fieldwork she conducted across the Middle East and America. Her first academic monograph (an Atelier Prize Finalist) Pinelandia: An Anthropology and Field Poetics of War and Empire is forthcoming (University of California Press, 2022).