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The Thing You Fear Is Not the Thing That Kills You

Christina Olson

November 20, 2023

oh but you knew that already. The spiderin the garage is not the secret cigarette

in the garage, the beast in the dark oceanis not the blood clot darkening a path

to your brain. Seventy-five percent of accidentsoccur in the home—invisible puddle

outside the bath, loose handrail to the basementthat you always meant to tighten.

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If we acknowledged these dangers every day,we’d never leave our beds, except to avoid the clot.

But oh how we need to leave the bed,except when we don’t. Oh how we need Saturdays,

the early autumn sunset on the drive home,the clerk who beckons us to their line,

a necklace of green lights, the smiling doggo,even the stupid word doggo. These are the things

that kill us, disasters that break us open.The birds screech and screech and finally we understand

that they too are merely startled by beauty.Tiny dinosaur alarms, right outside your window.

All you had to do was pay attention.

Christina OlsonChristina Olson is the author of The Anxiety Workbook and The Last Mastodon, which won the Rattle 2019 Chapbook Contest.


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