![Palestinians and dual nationality holders fleeing from Gaza arrive on the Egyptian side of the Rafah border crossing with the Gaza Strip on December 5, 2023](https://www.thenation.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/GettyImages-1825448145.jpg)
“I Have Left, but I’m Still There”: The Last Gaza Diary “I Have Left, but I’m Still There”: The Last Gaza Diary
After 84 days, Atef Abu Saif left Gaza. Here, he reflects on what he endured.
Feb 8, 2024 / Atef Abu Saif
![Children in Rafah.](https://www.thenation.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/GettyImages-1825357880.jpg)
“The List of My Lost Beloveds Grows Unbearably Long”: Another Month In Gaza “The List of My Lost Beloveds Grows Unbearably Long”: Another Month In Gaza
More excerpts from the diaries of writer Atef Abu Saif.
Feb 7, 2024 / Atef Abu Saif
![Palestinians gather to collect food cooked by volunteers for people who evacuated from Khan Yunis to Rafah](https://www.thenation.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/12/AP23343498932620.jpg)
“That Was the Pilot’s Mission, to Destroy My Home”: Gaza War Diary, Part 3 “That Was the Pilot’s Mission, to Destroy My Home”: Gaza War Diary, Part 3
Atef Abu Saif's dispatches from the epicenter of the assault continue.
Dec 11, 2023 / Atef Abu Saif
![Palestinians in their destroyed home at the refugee camp in Nuseirat, Gaza, on Saturday, Nov. 25, 2023.](https://www.thenation.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/11/GettyImages-1806061763.jpg)
“We Just Sit Here Waiting to Die”: Diary Entries From Another Week in Gaza “We Just Sit Here Waiting to Die”: Diary Entries From Another Week in Gaza
Atef Abu Saif’s dispatches from the heart of the Israeli assault continue.
Nov 27, 2023 / Atef Abu Saif
![People carry a body, covered with a blanket, as they conduct a search and rescue operation after the second bombardment of the Israeli army in the last 24 hours at Jabalia refugee camp in Gaza City, Gaza on November 01, 2023.](https://www.thenation.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/11/GettyImages-1757584878.jpg)
“A Wall of Fire Smashed Into Me”: Dispatches From a Month in Gaza “A Wall of Fire Smashed Into Me”: Dispatches From a Month in Gaza
Excerpts from the diary of Atef Abu Saif, who has been in Gaza since October 7.
Nov 16, 2023 / Atef Abu Saif